It's close to 4:30 am...I woke up around 45 minutes ago and couldn't fall back asleep. My sleep cycle has been messed up as far back as I can remember, and I can never seem to get it back on track. Nights are reserved for studying, sleep is only allowed when you have breaks in between classes...that is, when you can make it to class. I've tried to get it back on schedule...though I find that Nyquil isn't a good solution. But in the end, exams (I have ALOT coming up...please pray for me) and whatnot always throw it off.
Yesterday I got to sleep around 6:30 am...luckily for me it was a late day, so I woke up ~ 1:30. This is not good. I really need to remedy this damn problem.
"When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep. And you're never really awake." - Fight Club
I feel like Edward Norton in Fight Club. No matter what I do, even if I go to bed at a reasonable time, I just can't get to sleep. I just lay there staring up at the ceiling. It takes the average person 7 minutes to fall asleep once they lay down; I can lay there for an hour and a half or more and not feel the slightest bit sleepy. Maybe I need to start my own fight club.
Anyhow I'm gonna try to get a couple hours in right now. This morning we'll be performing anaesthetic injections on eachother (for the first time) so I definitely need to be rested for that.